“You are not impossible.

Impossible is just what hasn't been done. It's not impossible when it's possible. I am tired of it not being possible. It is possible. You are possible.

You are possible with me."

Bel and Freddie, June 2021

I have suffered long enough, now it’s time to share my pain with you. It came from various reasons: mainly, of course, from the subject. I chose a screenshot where you could see her face but not his, because I love the utter joy in her eyes as she finally *sees* him for the first time.

More pain came from choosing a low quality gif as a reference; I couldn't find the right screenshot, but I wasn't ready to rewatch that scene... it breaks my heart every time.

Some more pain came from needing more than a month to finish this. I don't like not having time to draw - a life too busy for hobbies is not worth living.

I tried to draw sharp chiaroscuro but soft outlines, to make it look like a scene from a dream.

It was therapeutic. I am now ready to get hurt again.